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Friday, November 16, 2012 @ 11/16/2012 02:13:00 PM
thanks for coming and become a part of me in my life. you know i will love you more than anyone else. please be healthy and i am trying my best too. i love you. (: Wednesday, July 18, 2012 @ 7/18/2012 12:15:00 PM
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     Canon Dinner & Dance 2011 *love* Sunday, June 12, 2011 @ 6/12/2011 10:24:00 PM
      Yasmine & June Babies Birthday Celebration. I'm just lazy to upload all the photographs. HAHA went to underwater world & took cable car. After everything, went to Derek's house to celebrate Yasmine's birthday.. * carina, jonathon & james didn't manage to come w us that day * Thursday, May 19, 2011 @ 5/19/2011 04:58:00 PM
some times, i really wondered.. what've gone wrong in my life? *sigh* Sunday, May 8, 2011 @ 5/08/2011 02:06:00 AM
most singaporeans' eyes are on the television watching the GE now. im more curious about alijunied results! LOL Thursday, May 5, 2011 @ 5/05/2011 04:29:00 AM
     happy one monthniversary. thanks for coming into my life. thanks for not mind-ing about my leg & the scars. thanks for taking care of me. thanks for all those small little stuffs you do for me. thanks for loving me more den anyone else. thanks for being by my side. we'll have many countless monthniversary. i love you, kelvin. thanks for not letting go of my hands. Sunday, April 24, 2011 @ 4/24/2011 11:56:00 PM
    05042011, love* Friday, February 25, 2011 @ 2/25/2011 04:43:00 PM
YOU'RE ONE FAKE SLUT! _l_ Thursday, January 6, 2011 @ 1/06/2011 03:52:00 AM
i did for hours. my first try. :) Sunday, November 28, 2010 @ 11/28/2010 05:35:00 AM
FUCK THE PAST, YOU & YOUR EX. YOU CAN BE LIKE THIS NOW, YOU WILL BE LIKE THIS NEXT TIME TOO. ALL THE BEST! KARMA, I BELIEVE. Wednesday, November 17, 2010 @ 11/17/2010 03:16:00 AM
Terrible time for these few days. Excuses, reasons, whatever, up to you, nevermind.. Is all I ever get from your mouth. Tomorrow edric won't be around anymore. Will be returning you all your fuels & remaining stuffs you left at my house. You're having a good life now with her. I guess, I said breaking up is a right thing for you. At least no more burden for you. No more troubles. You can have a normal relationship. All the while, you love her. You care about her, why didn't you tell me so.. Why? Being faithful in a relationship is not the main thing anymore. Not anymore. Tomorrow, I know I will break down. Edric leaving me, you won't be here anymore too. So what I miss everything about you? So what I feel the pain when you don't even bother? Eunice, time to wake up from illusion & face the reality. He's not coming back anymore. Things that you went through with him, it's nothing to him. You're just a passerby. Nothing more den a friend or should I say, it's worst den a friend. Things that happen, he doesn't care. In his eyes now, it's all about her. Face the fucking reality. :( Monday, November 8, 2010 @ 11/08/2010 06:33:00 AM
she found her missing piece in my puzzle which she use to have.. goodbye love. all the best :) Sunday, November 7, 2010 @ 11/07/2010 12:29:00 AM
it've being my fault all these while. no matter how bad/ugly things have turn into, why must i be the one to apologize? in relationship, i failed to keep this relationship. like what my dad told my sis " who ask her pigu yang go break?" the problem now is not about this relationship already. it's over. why can't fucking let me get back to who am i first? why add on to my stress? why add on to my heart break? it's not his fault. why drag him in? accident is i cause it. riding bike is my choice. signing on navy is my decision. being with him is my life. families matter add on. if you didn't post those nasty things online, do you think i would bother to find ways to go into your account? when you found out, you said, cut the ties or relation. I RESPECT IT! i know you people care. i know you people worry but can't i settle things on my own when it's my own problem? that's why i always choose not to speak up about how i feel at home. that's why i've never told you people about how i feel. i always show i'm fine, i'm happy even i'm in this kind of state. when i feel like talking about my problems, i will. don't have to do things that doesn't help but by worsening it. you felt betray when we went into your account to delete that post & his account. when you're posting this, did you think of what've you said? did you think of how i feel? did you even ask? did you even bother when amy & derek have being telling you not to do anything about this? if i didn't found out, how ugly things could have turn into? you've proved me that family ties is CHEAP. now, expecting a apologize from me.. i'm not going to. in the first place, i already said, " I WON'T APOLOGIZE!" i will continue to stand at my point. i'm not going to give in at all. why must i always be the one giving in in such situation? why must i be the one to apologize? why must i be the one when you people only think of the problem as we changed the password? now, you people telling me is a different issue. what's the difference? seriously, i don't understand, what've it got to with my ex boyfriend? he didn't speak a single word at all after the break up. he've carry on with his life. i'm tired already. please please please, don't force me anymore. i don't know how long more i can hold mentally. let's things continue to be this way.. Thursday, November 4, 2010 @ 11/04/2010 01:07:00 AM
things that've happen, no more that i could do to salvage. i don't deny that i ain't at fault. seriously, i make a wrong move. when i don't know what's so wrong with me that day to say those stuffs once again.. i know you won't be reading my blog but there're things i still wanna tell you.. firstly, i'm sorry that i invaded your privacy which i shouldn't have. i'm sorry that i insisted to fetch you from work & cause the accident which can be avoided. i'm sorry that i've become so paranoid, so insecure. i'm sorry that we've miscommunication. i'm sorry that i doubt you. i'm sorry that i didn't trust you strong enough. i'm sorry that i'm always harsh. i'm sorry that i make you feel that this relationship is a game. i'm sorry to cause you the hurt in this relationship which you shouldn't have. secondly, thanks for the happy moments. thanks for those surprises. thanks for keeping your promise. thanks for being here some of the times. thanks for listening to my rantings. thanks for giving in. thanks for being patience. thanks for being understanding. thanks for your care & concern. thanks for your love. thanks for this one years & so.. really appreciated it. i promise to take good care of edric. hope things get better for you. :) memories etched my heart. i love you. Wednesday, November 3, 2010 @ 11/03/2010 02:02:00 AM
i remember before we got together.. we're just close friends. we'll meet up for book in. before booking in, we'll either watch a movie or have our dinner.. as time goes by, the feeling came. you gave me the feeling of secure, the feeling of happiness. & so, we got together officially on 7th of september 2009. it could be one of my happiest moment. on our first month.. we didn't celebrate due to stay-in & you got your sailing. i remember on your birthday last year, even we don't have much time to spend together but i'm glad you came to tampines just to have dinner together & there i go, back to camp. but because of my careless, we got into accident when i fetch you from camp. the moment i know, this time i really made the biggest mistake. causing you to have delay in your career.. what a normal couple should be at this age. i've become a burden. i'm sorry. nevertheless, you were with me, encouraging me, telling me to be positive, never give up on me at that point of time. telling me it ain't my fault to get into accident. telling me you will go through everything with me.. chatting on the phone when i'm hospitalize. when you would send me long messages which i still keep in my e 51. when i get better & could go out on wheelchair, i remembered, we went to zoo. shopping malls. you would buy me stitch just to make me happy. when i could use clutches, we went to sentosa with the ladies & our dogs. a memoriable day indeed. you gave me surprise on my birthday by booking chalet for me when i always said i don't want to. edric, a birthday gift from you. our child from den. you never grumble when taking care of edric. no matter how tired you are.. but i'm sorry. i didn't know when & how i become so insecure. why did i become so emotional.. i didn't realise at all. till i feel that you're starting to get impatience with me.. i know, i have become very paranoid, very insecure, very unreasonable. i miss those times when we first got together. when you promised me no matter what, you won't let me go. i know you kept your promise, but i didn't. whenever i'm afraid of losing you someday, i thought it would be better to let go now. i miss those time, you would hug me to sleep. we would hold hands in hands to watch a movie. how a normal couple should be. miss those times, i would be riding & we would go out, like plaza singapura, cineleisure... i remember that you caught 3 pink stitch just for me at plaza singapura. so much more. i thought edric will be the key of communication between us.. but i'm wrong. we always had miscommunication. i wish i could go back to the old me & make you happy. the old me when i could walk, could go anywhere without any troubles. why can't we turn back the times when we're always laughing, always loving, always caring? why do i have to be on the wheelchair? why did i become so paranoid.. all i just want is you to be here with me just like how you used to be. all i need is one more chance for one last time.. sillyboy, i didn't expect that this time round i make a wrong move. a wrong step. all i ever ask for is you. can't you forgive me? i feel so worst even as a friend. i miss you & i really do.. Saturday, October 16, 2010 @ 10/16/2010 05:04:00 AM
如果你没有做，就不怕我看。如果你是我，你就会知道。因为现在的 i've tried to run away from reality, surpress the unknown feeling but no matter how i run away from, problems still unsolve. this maze, i've being trap for too long.. it's time for me find the way out with my mind & heart & see who've being waiting for me at the exit all these while. so tell me now, what's in your mind? Monday, October 4, 2010 @ 10/04/2010 01:55:00 AM
i failed to be a understanding girlfriend. i'm sorry. that's all the conclusion through out this one year twenty seven days. alright, these days, i'm lazy to actually update my blog here. too lazy to log in, creating a new post & write about my life. on the twenty sixth of september, christina, ianie, derek, amy, yasmine & i went to sentosa. reason, yasmine've being nagging about going there. we went to palawan beach. fun but tiring. took photographs.. so on. after that, went for dinner at vivocity kopitiam. as usual, christina & me had our PEPPER LUNCH! *love* after dinner, walked around.. after that, home sweet home. on the twenty eighth of september, i went for my operation. took out the implant. align the knee straight. the implant that used to be in my knee, is now with me. i insisted to go on my own because i hate the feeling to depend on someone too much. end up, daddy, mummy & uncle accompany me there. less den 5 minutes, i went in alone. -.- the feeling is just like might as well, " push me to the rooftop now & don't think too much just push me down." was waiting to see if he called, but no.. checked my hp the next day, no miss called from him. it's alright. he's busy with work. staying in cgh, i didn't expect to stay less den a week this time. i think doctor know i hate it already. haha. home on the first of october. one word " TERRIBLE" my movement is super limited or should i said, i only can stay on bed. the pain from the knee, the hip, the stitches...... OMFG! but of course, it's getting better now. tomorrow i've to go to polyclinic at toa payoh to clean the wounds. :) * sometime, don't expect the best in life because expectations make disappointment. the higher you hope for, the disappointment might be greater. * i've learnt my lesson... enough for now. no more heart breaking, no more disappointment when you're all alone. Wednesday, September 22, 2010 @ 9/22/2010 04:28:00 AM
Letter 8 - My Favourite Internet Friend i do not have any favourite internet friend. but if i have one, thanks for listening to my nonsense! HAHA. with much loves, eunice. @ 9/22/2010 04:02:00 AM
Letter 7 - My Ex back den, we thought we could make it to the future, but we've failed. thanks for teaching me so much about life during those years. many ups & downs, happiness & saddness but we're too young to really face it & cherish it. making it strong was hard for us. i remember the diaries we had during secondary school days, it's still with me. when i always don't wanna to have recess with you. haha. when i saw you in the DM room, i got worried. when i walked to the library to find you just to pass you sweets, you gave it to the girl who liked you. when both of us are not sensative at all. when you hardly express yourself. when you got addicted to game, i would be staring at the wall. when i know you fallen for someone else, my hearts break. when you know i lie, you got pissed. when we walked to school together. when i always pass you the food i did in FNB, you would reject me. we both have at least tried the best out of us. i remember when those times, i was stubborn, we always quarrels. those break ups when i could do crazy things just to win you back. when i hurt your heart, when i always talk nonsense during meals just to see you laugh. doing stupid things just to see a smile on your face. when we go to the rooftop just to be in our own world, just with you by my side. when we go cycling with friends at night. when i've helped you to shift house. when we got nicky & baby. when we could say hurtful words at each other. when you fetched me from work at suntec. when you fall sick. when you told me about every single thing. when you held onto me when we're in the bus and that's the only time. many more.. but.. i'm glad that at least, i've met you in this lifetime. thanks for the wonderful memories. thanks for the love you once gave. thanks for being a part of me during those years. thanks for holding on once. thanks alot alex. now, we're friends, i hope we'll always be good friends. :D take care and all the best in your career & life. with much loves, eunice. @ 9/22/2010 03:56:00 AM
Letter 6 - A Stranger hello stranger, i don't know if we could be friends as time goes by.. this world is so small & we could be like passing everyone as we walk. maybe this is what we call fate. :) don't step on my slippers or bang onto me stranger & i would be glad about it already. with much loves, eunice. @ 9/22/2010 03:42:00 AM
Letter 5 - My Dreams i use to have many dreams, but now as i grow up.. i know dreams are just dreams if we don't work on it. or it could be dreams to cover the cruel reality. i don't want to dream about my dreams anymore. i have choose to face the reality now. dreams, could be a wonderful things if it happen. with much loves, eunice. @ 9/22/2010 02:40:00 AM
Letter 4 - My Siblings Amy, 25 years old, who've spent 21 years with me. she've being a great sis because when i was young, she always got beaten by mummy cause of ME. HAHA! alright, she protect me. :D thanks for shouting at each other for the fun, joy, laughter or anger with me. thanks for being there when i needed someone/money. *evil laughs* thanks for eating mcdonalds with me almost every night. thanks for giving me unconditional love. thanks for growing fats with me! HAHA! lastly, thanks for being my sis in this lifetime, i still wanna be your sister in the coming lifetime! i love you. Yasmine, 6 years old, who i've spent with for 6 years. HAHA. i remember when i was 15 years old, i was at my friend house, my dad called me. joking and telling me that i gonna be a sis, i don't believe. he laughed and hang up the call. when i got home, they told me that i gonna be jiejie soon. i cried cause i'm happy & sad at the same time. too shocking news for me to handle. HAHA! the next day, i got high fever. but now, i've being a jiejie for 6 years plus. Yasmine, you're a wonderful & clever girl. be good alright. i'm glad to have a meimei like you. even though you doesn't really talk/play with me much, but i want you to know, i will always love you, be there to protect you.. i love you. :) with many many many loves, eunice. Tuesday, September 21, 2010 @ 9/21/2010 01:59:00 AM
Letter 3 - My Parents my parents, i'll think they're the best & the most understanding ones for most of the times. for this 21 years that they brought me up, they've never given up on me. during my rebellious time, i remember that i did something bad & my mum nearly send me to girls home but my dad stopped her. i knew they love me. i knew they want the best out of me. as time pass, i learned & i grow. till today, they've being giving me unconditional love which i could never ask for more. they might not show it but i could feel it. last year October, i got into bike accident. it's careless side of me. i nearly lost my knee & got my boyfriend hurt too. when i reached the hospital, i remember, i was so afraid of calling my dad because all the while they doesn't wanted me to ride. but due to my interest, i insisted on riding. they knew i go for bike lessons. after months, i got a bike of my own but neither of us could expect i, myself being careless. alright, i called my dad in the end telling him to make a trip to CGH. he asked what happen, i told him i got into a accident. my reaction was he gonna scold me but i'm wrong. i did message my dad telling him i'm sorry. he walked to me & say, say sorry for what, now i want you not to think so much alright? i felt guilty. i knew that i've hurt their heart. till today, even when i've not recover fully, they're always there. parents love is something that cannot be replaced with any other love. thank you daddy & mummy for not giving up on me all these years, i'll promise, i'll be good. i love you, daddy & mummy! with many many many loves, eunice. @ 9/21/2010 01:51:00 AM
Letter 2 - My Crush maybe i should write about my first "crush" during kindergarten times. his name is alvin. we're very close & almost spend our times together during lesson. our family are very close too. we will meet up and play. that what kids normally do during such a young age. we didn't contact since we gone into primary school. if i didn't remember wrongly, he shifted house. i don't remember where but i hope, he's doing fine now. =) take good care my friend. with much loves, eunice. @ 9/21/2010 01:34:00 AM
Letter 1 - My Best Friend my best friend? i don't really know who are my best friend or my only best friend. but still, i wanna thanks all my friends for being there at my worst time. thanks for consoling me, making me laugh, telling things will be fine. i love you people. :) especially * keline, meimei, christina, lilian, kenneth, lizhen & of course many more. with much loves, eunice. Monday, September 20, 2010 @ 9/20/2010 11:40:00 PM
The 30 Day Letter Challenge On Tumblr. Here’s the list of people you’re suppose to write to: Day 1 — Your Best Friend Day 2 — Your Crush Day 3 — Your parents Day 4 — Your sibling Day 5 — Your dreams Day 6 — A stranger Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from Day 15 — The person you miss the most Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country Day 17 — Someone from your childhood Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to Day 23 — The last person you kissed Day 24 — The person that gave you your favourite memory Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day Day 28 — Someone that changed your life Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror Friday, August 27, 2010 @ 8/27/2010 04:18:00 AM
When she walks away from you mad - Follow her. When she stares at your lips - Kiss her. When she pushes you or hits you - Grab her and don't let go. When she starts cursing at you - Kiss her and tell her you love her. When she's quiet - Ask her what's wrong. When she ignores you - Give her your attention. When she pulls away - Pull her back. When you see her at her worst - Tell her she's beautiful. When you see her start crying - Just hold her and don't say a word. When you see her walking - Sneak up and hug her waist from behind. When she's scared - Protect her. When she lays her head on your shoulder - Tilt her head up and kiss her. When she steals your favorite hat - Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night. When she teases you - Tease her back and make her laugh. When she doesn’t answer for a long time - Reassure her that everything is ok. When she looks at you with doubt - Back yourself up with the truth. When she says that she likes you - She really does more than you could understand. When she grabs at your hands - Hold her's and play with her fingers. When she bumps into you - Bump into her back and make her laugh. When she tells you a secret - Keep it safe and untold. When she looks at you in your eyes - Don't look away until she does. When she misses you - She's hurting inside. When you break her heart - The pain never really goes away. When she says it's over - She still wants you to be her's. When she repost this bulletin - She wants you to read it. - Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything. - Don't let her have the last word. - Never call her hot! Pretty and beautiful is so much better. - Say you love her more than she could ever love you. - Argue that she is the best girl ever. - When she's mad, hug her tight and don't let go. - When she says she's ok, don’t believe it. Talk with her. - When she says she's sorry, she truly means it. - Becos ten years later, she'll remember you. - Call her at 12am on her birthday to tell her you love her. - Call her before you sleep and after you wake up. - Treat her like she's all that matters to you. - Tease her and let her tease you back. - Stay up all night with her when she's sick. - Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid. - Give her the world. - Let her wear your clothes. - When she's bored and sad, hang out with her. - Let her know she's important. - Kiss her in the pouring rain. - And when she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is - Who's ass am I kicking today, baby?" found this online. (: |
